我。错了吗

我真的不知道要怎么做。。

我到底做错什么。。。

面对这些人。。

难道人家踩上你的自尊了。。

还要对着他们笑，

装作什么事都没发生吗？？？

我已经不再计较那么多了。。。

我最多就是静静坐在那里而已。。。

我错了吗！！！！！

难道我还要陪他们一起玩吗？？？

上课跟他们一起玩啊？？？

他们厉害读书，

可以不听课，

我不可以。。。

我不聪明，

我只有靠用功工。。。

我现在越来越笨，

越来越笨。。

读书几乎都要靠死背的了。。。

我还要玩吗？？？？

我真的不知道自己错在哪里。。。

呜呜呜

失败了。彻底的

今天终于presentation了

没有想象中顺利

而且很失败

我们准备功夫不足

队员又不合作

只好怪罪于自己咯

只花了四天的工

可是

还是很不开心

因为

对我而言

今天失败了

彻底的输了

我觉得我好失败好失败

现在

只有靠考试了visual的分数

我是不指望了

然后整天都没有吃

胃痛

很辛苦

还好adeline表哥帮忙买面包

就撑得过咯

今天心情好闷

明天

要怎么过呢？？？

我自己也

不知道

presentation!!! friend??

Today morning woke up,

After wash up

Then,

I stand in front of my laptop

Think and think

Wondering whether I want to bring it along or not.

My decision is

Bring it..

I have a sudden idea straight through my mind

“I WANT TO WRITE BLOG TODAY”

Erm~~~~ what should I say first?

This day rushing presentation

Too bad that

I am still in a group with the couple

So

I can just do those work with Ker Shieu

After this is the time to prepare my exam.

Management got to PT2 already

Have to start prepare

Microeconomic

Today paper get grad F!
haiz

Sorry about that.

But I don’t want to see with that old guy already

So

Better not to fail the paper…

^^

That day seems argue with business student.

they seems hate me start from that time..

Maybe even worst

They are now acting me as transparent

Someone that

They don’t know before

No more “HI”

Maybe it was just like don’t know who said to me before

“Knowing new friends and losing old friends just like breathing, we have to inhale and exhale. We can’t just inhale more oxygen and do not exhale the carbon dioxide”

That’s true

For me

Now I don’t realy care about it anymore

I just don’t want to get hurt again

Enough for this

If you want to leave me

Just leave

I won’t force you guys

Another than that

Recently

Someone seems angrying on me

I don’t get it

Did I do anything wrong?

I didn’t offend you also

If you want get mad without reason

Er herm,PLEASE FUCK OFF FROM MY SIGHT!!

I don’t care whether how good we are before

But please REMEMBER

Don’t show out your fucking CIBAI face

If anything I did wrong

Just say it out

Keep it and hate me alone there wasn’t like you

我听过的一个故事

有一次，这个叫杰米的小男孩要参加学校举行的戏剧表演。他志在必得，母亲却担心他会落选。终于到了分派角色的那一天。放学的时候，母亲去接他。他跑到母亲跟前，脸上流露出抑制不住的自豪和喜悦。“妈妈，你猜猜看。”他大声喊到。他说：“我被选为负责鼓掌和欢呼的。”

这句话的重点在于，他认为自己作为观众，是被幸运的选中的。

像那个孩子一样，我也始终是站在舞台下鼓掌和欢呼的那一个。区别在于，我从未认为我是被选中的。我常常沮丧，也因此对于自己的角色没有自豪感。

对于大多数人来说，无论我们怎么努力，都只能是站在台下为少数人的成功鼓掌和欢呼的那一个。但我们也许从来没有想过，自己竟然是被选中的，存在是有价值的，并且是必不可少的。

作为观众，如果没有台上的表演，我们照样可以活着；作为演员，如果没有观众，表演就必定不能达成。对于这个世界来说，观众也许远比演员重要。因而上帝只拣选了少数人做演员，而安排大多数人做观众。可以肯定，如果缺少了观众的鼓掌和欢呼，这个世界就会比冬天的旷野还萧瑟。意识到这一点，我们就有足够的信心和充分的理由，像那个孩子那样自豪和喜悦了。

我常常认为，自己是一块被匠人遗弃的石头。我总在暗中祈祷，希望有一天灿烂的阳光能够突然临到我，使我能被一个大师慧眼相中，然后被他神奇的双手雕塑成一件伟大的艺术品。

如果我能像那个孩子，就会安于作一块被遗弃的石头了。而我的人生，就会变得很不一样，就会成为一个完全喜悦的享受的旅程，而不是常常困惑和迷惘。

是的，我的确不能做伟大的事，但我可以做微小的事。关键在于，我能否像那个孩子一样，确信这微小的事，是上帝特意分派给我的，并确信我是被选中的，是幸运的。

Penang Heritage Fiesta

I CUT MY HAIR

haha

quite nice(i think)

it cost RM85

quite expensive but it worth

haha

Finally it was the day the Penang Heritage Fiesta..

It was our college PR students FINAL PROJECT..

Of course I will come and support them

(to learn something useful in my final project too, haha..)

The title is Discover The Pearl

Sound great

We (Me,Nicholas,Jenson,Ting)got take part in the activity

The Penang Heritage Race

But too bad, we lose..

But its ok..

We have a lot of fun there..

We meet at Komtar and take our lunch together

Then we straight forward to New World Park

The place where the event held on

Because of our too early

We are doing nothing there

So

We volunteer to give out brochure about Han Chiang College having Degree Courses

Its FUN

Then its Time for Heritage Race

Me and Nicholas was in a group

At the beginning

Nicholas seems very panic and excited

Even rude..==

Unfortunately

He hurt his leg

But he say he was OK

So we continue our race

At the last stand

Nicholas said want to try to BIKE the trishaw

So we ask whether uncle can or not..

Uncle said it was hard to control the trishaw

But at last

We tried

BAD LUCK

We get crashed to a TIANG

Then

Injurt

And

The trishaw crashed

GOD

Haha

But uncle said luckily is crashed to the TIANG

If we crashed to a car

FINISH lo

Haha

Then we came back to New World Park

We take a rest

Then me and Jenson go do the Indian Tattoo

Don’t know what name is it..

Just for fun and have a try

Haha

Quite nice

Then we are there and wait for the prizes

TT

Too bad,we didn’t won..

So sad

But Nicholas said its ok

We can fight again next time..

Anyway

I very enjoy myself today..haha

I will get the FIRST PRIZE nExt Time..

Promised ..hehe