Monday, June 21, 2010





Yesterday I had celebrated my birthday

Having much fun and memories

I cut my hair and I went to Gurney

My friends Eva and Jennifer bought a small cake from bread history and

celebrate for Me

How touch was when I saw the cake from them

Thanks girls


I met with Emily and we went cinema for movie

The A-team

A very nice and excited movie

We screamed all of the time

I bought a T-shirt from SUB

Quite nice

As my birthday present

Emily brought some chocolate foe me too


Then we go eat something at 600CC

We ordered a dessert and eggs (*lu dan, mummy said birthday must eat

eggs)



After that we walked to crepe cottage and have dinner with Racy and

Claindy

we had a nice dinner there

cheesebake, almond chicken, fish and chips and so on..


then we go Mois

they ordered a bucket of beer and while we are drinking

Sean took out a cake and

SURPRISED

OMG

That time I am so so touch

I wished and blow the candle





We played around

We take alcohol







This is the 1st time I celebrate my birthday with my friends

I was so touch and I would not forget this birthday ever

Specially thanks to Eva, Jennifer, Racy, Claindy, Vicky, Benny, Sean,

and Emily




And thanks those who wishes me in facebook and by SMS

Thanks

For U:

I do not know what are the relationship now between you and I

I wished yesterday

Is to stay together with you forever if we can

I do hope so

but

many things seems changed

I do not dare to expect too much

i am so scare

and i expected

I may not get I desire always

Sorry...


and thanks

Saturday, June 19, 2010

心在流着血


19.6.2010


生日的前一天
分手了
你还是说出口了
你还是以“我累了”作为开头
你问我们之间到底会不会有真爱
你说你想一个人过
你说你一直都很累很烦
我回复你
不用再解释了
以后都不会有人烦你了
你高兴了??
呵呵
我没有哭
一滴眼泪都没有留下来
上两次的经验
我答应了我自己
不哭
我没有哭
可是
好久没有发生的事情发生了呢
我又自虐了
haiz
手流血
地上
床单
整个身体都是
等下要慢慢洗干净了
=.="
这一次
我也不留你了
既然你决定要离开
就去吧
去寻找属于你自己的一片天空
或许
你会认为
我们在一起就是一种错误
可你知道吗
你是唯一一个
让我有安全感
让我觉得有人在关心我的人
谢谢你在我生命里留下了
那么温馨的记忆
对不起
浪费了你那么多的时间
还让你觉得累了

Saturday, June 5, 2010

我被放弃了。吗





我的心

流血了


看到了吗?

我哭了

你知道吗?

我还在坚持什么呢?

我很爱你

可是

我感觉不到你的爱了

是你不爱我了吗??

怎么

你开始不再关心我?

你开始不再在乎我了?

你开始变得好冷淡

MSN你什么都没聊了

我们之间

最常出现的字眼就是“哦”

就结束了

电话

我们没有聊过了

你的新加坡朋友打来

你说等一下会找我

我等到半夜四点

睡着了

第二天醒来

一整天

一封信息

都没有

信息

以前是订时三餐都有一封

现在是

三天不知道有没有一封

你开始觉得我烦了是吗??

我不懂

我一直在胡思乱想

我是个很差的情人

我只会哭

我只会闹

我只会让你觉得累

我帮不上你任何的忙

对不起

我爱你