Great night turns Nightmare

If everything goes with plan, it should be a happy day without hesitating anything.

No worry at all.

No one can expect the great night turned into a nightmare for me.

Worst Nightmare ever.

I had never been slap without reason by someone before, NO even my parents or my partner.

To prepare the stupid Birthday celebration party, I travel here and there like crazy.

Even Yueteng asked me whether I am a bit over that may make other people felt jealousy.

We went to Gurney to look for a proper present and We planned to purchase something you may like and need so.

Sadly, it is too costly and we can not afford to buy one. Finally just decide to just have a party for celebration enough.

After planning, after birthday cake order, after seat reservation, after every necessary thing was well prepared,  no one knows this is the start of the nightmare.

I am very sure I am not the one who will be drunk in the end of the party, and I am the one who need to take responsibility to take care of everyone. To make sure no one create any problem, no one fainted, no one like this no one like that but DO ANYONE UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION???? All you know is only 

Drink Drink Drank Drank and Drunk!!! 

"Order, One more Bucket!" 

"Not enough, One more Bucket, I pay!"

Of course, Its crazy, and everyone enjoy about it. This is the only thing that I am regret for.

I should not waste such time to do such thing and act like a FOOL!

While people happy, enjoy drink, drank, drunk. 

They started to lose control, and started to become frustrated and VIOLENCE. 

And that was GREAT and AWESOME! 

Ah Cia brother's Car Windshield Glasses broken with just two little punches. 

Who caused that? 

The Birthday Boy 

Who to blame? 

Only him? 

Can we just act like non of our business and  ask him to compensate every single money? 

Can he really afford the money? 

What can I do?

How am I going to face Ah Cia in the future?

Did I made a wrong choice?

I don't know.

What I know is, to prepare this stupid celebration,
I spent time on traveling place to place, Birthday present choosing, birthday card designing, calling for booking, birthday cake order.

In the end, I am the one who get BEAT and SLAP without a proper reason!

Great! 

In the end, I am the one who spent all the time and energy yet just to fail my EXAM!!

IS IT YOUR FAULT?

WHO SHOULD I BLAME?

CAN I KILL SOMEONE TO RELEASE MY TENSION?
OR 

CAN I LOOK FOR SOMEONE TO THROW ON MY TEMPER?

What Can I Do?

Just to overcome such nightmare?

I am tired.

Of everything.