Today what I want to write about is just for someone..
Two years ago
1st of December
we broke up
the reason you gave me is
My thinking was too childish
You need an Strong arm to rely on too sometimes
and You had chosen another guy
that work with u at MC cafe
I won't forget about it..
these day think about you
and a lot of memory between us
how we go shopping at Bugis
how we kiss each other
that was such a nice memory for me
last year
I still can't let YOU out of my mind
everytime I saw your picture with Jason
My anger cames up
BURNED and BURST
I cried
on my friends Birthday party
I still remember that day
31st of August 2009
after day and day
I almost forgotten You
In your mind
I am still a small little child
U act me as your son(干儿子in mandarin)
honestly
after break
we didn't chat a lot
I always go see your status on facebook, friendster,and MSN
All the day you wrote all about how you miss him
that time my heart so pain
once upon a time
you were mine
you always care about me
but
that time all off your mind was just him
Time past by
these day
I just realize that
finally I can just left you
I can still live without you
although I am still that bad in facing study or those coursemates
but I learned to be tough
just like what you always tell me
"Don't always cry,be a tough boy okay?"
I had grown up
as I said
"No One see my serious face before,if anyone saw it once,they will remember ever"
Its true
I am not that childish
but
just to be more close to friends only
if what time I started to be serious
I think mostly all of my friends will hate me because of
I am too fierce
><
anyway
I just saw your new facebook
quite OK
but
I decided not to add you
just because
now days
we become more and more unfamiliar
just like stranger
Its ok
I didn't blame you
same as Ray
don't Know start from what time
we didn't contact each other already
sometimes
I miss that time we chat together
but I know
what had past
will not be back again
what can I do is
appreciate my life
study hard
and
live happily
I promise for myself
NO MORE REGRET IN MY LIFE
^^
hope you have a nice day always
HUGZ
This Is The FIRST Bearbrick YOU bought for me..Remember??
Thx
Kit Zai
2 comments:
kitzai, how i wish u were infront of mi now. so i can hug you towards mi n sayang you for long. sorry to hurt you so much for so long. didnt know you had been always looking at mi all the time. i felt so bless to have you. by the way, im single now. hope you really grow now, remember all the things i said to you. take care of yourselve in the future. hope we have a chance to seat down n have a long talk. hugs. love.
I had no regret since those words comes from u..thx..^^take k
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