I Do...I Tried...I Failed...

When the internship starts, I do stress due to the fact I am a slow learner and my English is poor with my poor communicating skills and writting skills.

But all of this doesn't make me down.

I do take this internship very seriously

and

I do put in a lot of effort in it but I still made mistake and because of my misbehaviour,

I got complaint from Doreen, Nathan, Vivienne and even clients.

I do need to apologize to Liz because I caused her to get scolded by Irene.

I cried

Not because of I get complaint and scolded

I cried because of I don't know what to do

I think this is the first cry for me in my internship.

I do stress out and now I lost my way.

I don't know how long can I stay in this company.

I should be more and more serious.

I do try to improve myself but it seems useless.

I still work even I am sick.

I don't want to give any excuses on what had I done

but

I do need a chance to prove myself.