Just that, its another night, with tears, alone.

Seems like it is true, I will only share out and shout out what ever negative feelings in my blogs. Poor little Bloggy~

Sigh, after one week short semester break, its time for me to start my study again. (Although I don’t have extra time on doing other things than assignment during the semester break.)

What happened? I don’t think it is possible to spread out what I think here due to the privacy. Who knows? Maybe the one I am talking or criticizing is the one who reading my blog, which is YOU!

I don’t know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing. To own an ability to knows and investigate more. Sometimes when we know something other people do not know, as human nature, people will felt happy and excited. But, the only problem is that, when you realize you CANNOT share out the things that you know, its like kind of a TORTURE.OMG~ @.@

It is time to restrain myself on being too busybody. We do not need treat everyone GOOD since not everyone deserve to have it. Some people don’t really appreciate it and will only step a foot on your Kindness. How silly you are to waste your time and energy on someone who is not appreciating your Kindness. I wonder why am I being so busybody and more panic when that particular person does not feel anything at all.

It is sad to say that, I just can not control myself for being so busybody. Haha.

Maybe it is true to say that, I am the only one who does not own any qualification to Fall in love to someone. People will only despise on you, laughing at your ignorantly thinking. Kinds of Immature, who will truly 100%, accept someone who is ABNORMAL as me. I am too innocent and my thinking is too childish. No one, will ever understand me; No one, will ever accept me; No one, will ever be here when I need so: and No one, will ever place their true heart on me. 

As expected, I should not trust anyone. I wonder where is the old version Pang Xin Jie, who is over-defending himself. I wish I could change back to that version, but too bad, once updated, it is kind of an impossible to change back without 200% willpower.

Just make sure don’t stress everything so much~ Just make everything easy~

Just that I am lying.

And Just that,

its another night,

with tears, alone.