Friend-less?

Open up my blogspot and I see no one is updating their blogs.


Is it that Facebook already replace all of these stuffs or people will really update their blogs when there are things/issues/words that can not be expose to the public? Since Blogspot is our own personal spaces, that is why we only tell the story to the blogs rather than telling people.


Well, count down for my big day. Its June and its my month.


Three more days to be celebrating I am a legalized adult, which the happiest thing is that I can walk in to the casino already. * giggles


Am I look happy? well, wording is just something that be played by Public Relations. Will anyone really laugh out when they are typing "haha"? Me? i just Giggles., hehe..~and i am now giggling~


There are a lots of incidents happened recently (I guess I am going to start complaining again~)


RM800 = a phone case = friendship


As above, i accidentally fell his phone, which is a new Galaxy S2 that is newly used within two weeks, dropped! and Scratched!


I was so panic, and i felt guilty for this. What happen is out of my thinking, I am blamed and scolded by people surrounding. I am the one who Spoiled his phone and I shall be the one who compensate the whole payment for the repair, which cost me RM750 with a very unique and high quality screen protector which cost RM48. Well, I think I am no longer a friends since I am Blocked. I Unfriended him. (Hey, so what! Don't you ever judge me, Its my facebook but not yours, I can do whatever I want to!)


I am ignored in the same time I ignore him. (sounds stupid. = =)
I had collected RM800 and I am well prepared to pay him. 
I am blamed as a Killer of his phone. 
Rumors are spread around.
I THREW his phone? I am not RESPONSIBLE? I don't sounds GUILTY? and so on.
Well, I do care about what people say to me.
but what can I do? I can't call back to home, I just don't want to let my family know I got problem, 
Hey people, Independence.
We ain't children anymore especially for a GUY which almost step in to 21st years old. 


Teenager these day are like so WEAK. Small stuffs and they are crying and like to spread out to the whole world and keep on EMO. Well, no one owes you anything and please don't show me your crying baby face and black face. I don't really care much. Cry baby... (Awwww, I am bad Guy again.well, when I really cried, who the fuck care? People can even Laugh out loud and joking and fooling around. I am not mentioning anyone, just don't put yourself in the seat while no one mention you.)


Gossip is kind of like human nature. People likes to know more and say more about certain issue which i call it GOSSIP. (well, the nice word is like Discussing certain issue? Meeting? whatever)


Rumor and gossip spread around us. People are so face that they act like so nice to certain people and turn their face off after they turn back. I am not a good guy, i admit it. But at the same time I hate Fake people with Fake personalities. 


When you Criticize on someone, do you think before you say so? Do we really have the qualifications to criticize people while we are doing the same thing? or we can not do certain thing?  (A stupid laugh at a fool..sounds funny huh?)


I don't like people which likes to flirt around like a slut, but I Hate dishonest people with their mask which can not even cover their big face. Try to hide all your Original personalities if you decided to wear a mask to face other people.




I am a person that hates to be alone? I am afraid of being just one person.
In the same time, I am one who can still survive without so call Friends? 
Yes of course I felt lonely and boring. But taking meal alone and stay in a room alone is not a bad thing also isn't it?


Recently I don't really mix with people. I rather stay alone in room for anime. 
and planning the day for my birthday, I had decided not to stay in hostel.
I want to Movie,Karaokae,secret recipe,Ice cream alone! ^w^
Trying to act tough and I don't want to meet with anyone.
I was just wondering can I even LOCK out my facebook post that no one can post anything for me huh? 


Want to know my true feeling? 
I wish to celebrate it with all my friends(which I think they are my friends)?
I wish to make it a memorable birthday since its 21st?
I wish to get some surprises from people?
I wish to receive present?
Well, just stop dreaming. Not all people even Care about it, 
who the fuck are you? You are just nothing but Arrogant, childish,like to show off, blasting and craps a lot, emo, greedy, annoying.........................................
People are just fake that they pretend to be tough to be independence just to defend themselves.
As me, all the times I am so stubborn that I knew what will happen if i did something but I just keep going with my stubbornish. Well, I just can not change my stupid attitude, and that is why I am friendless.


I think its time to stop typing already, I am complaining to much. ^ ^
Cheers people. have a great day~